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A little under the weather today.

I have this weird sensation in my left ear. You know when it feels like you got a little liquid stuck in there or something? It's not like I went swimming or anything lately...God knows I'm not jumping into any contaminated storm water anytime soon, but yet it feels plugged up somehow.

It's irritating. I hope I'm not coming down with an ear infection. So far it's just a minor nuisance so I'm not too worried yet. Besides that my head feels a tiny big congested today.... so if this post makes no sense, blame the pills.

Are things moving along? I suppose so.... work has been hectic, phones have been ringing. Does that mean I'm getting paid? Hmm.... it comes and goes. Some days I can look at the bank roll and think things are great...the next day I'm paying tons of bills and taxes and so it goes POOF really fast. I can only take things one step at a time and hope that my planning and numbers are accurate.

I gotta start saving too. All signs point to the fact I'll be getting married next year so I'll have to have all kinds of money saved up for wedding expenses and marriage life. Whodathunk? I'm excited, but at the same time that's added pressure to do good work because not only have to help my business get past its infancy years, I'd have to consider helping to pay for wedding expenses not to mention a life with someone else soon.

It's quite nerve wracking when I think about it too much. I feel just a small breeze could teeter me over the edge into being a total nervous wreck. But this is what I asked for wasn't it? That I live each year to the fullest?

Well....it's certainly full lately.

After a meeting one day I walked into this designer furniture place they have here called "Island Living" or "Island Home" down here on Ward. Just curious if they had any desks. They had one desk in there that wasn't bad.

It was somewhat what I was looking for...a flat surface, a few tidy drawers under it. It was very solid. Felt like very heavy construction I don't know what kind of wood it was. Very minimalistic design, just the kind of thing I like.

It was $999 though. OUCH! Considering all the things I have to save up for soon, that's a little beyond what I'm comfortable spending for just a desk. Besides....it's just "OK". I'd prefer a desk that's maybe a bit longer and wider so I can spread things out more.

Still. It was a cool place.