{"id":1913,"date":"2009-11-18T09:11:01","date_gmt":"2009-11-18T19:11:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/?p=1913"},"modified":"2009-11-18T09:11:01","modified_gmt":"2009-11-18T19:11:01","slug":"feeling-bluuuuuue","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/feeling-bluuuuuue\/","title":{"rendered":"Feeling bluuuuuue&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been a slower month. It&#8217;s a little scary. Not because I haven&#8217;t had slow months before, but even after 4.5 years of business, I still panic when there&#8217;s a change in activity.<\/p>\n<p>I keep thinking,<em> &#8220;Is this it? Is this the big &#8216;recession&#8217; everyone keeps talking about?&#8221;<\/em> That kind of thinking can be bad for a small business owner like myself. I think some part of business is a self-fulfilling prophecy so as soon as such a thought comes up I try to rail back.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not always easy though. Yesterday I snapped at my wife. I was like, <em>&#8220;Hey, do I have to do this all alone?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Of course she had no answer. I mean, how can she? I&#8217;ve been running this business on my own how can she suddenly have input to help? I quickly realized how foolish it was of me to even ask.<\/p>\n<p>It does get lonely sometimes making all your own decisions about the business. When it&#8217;s doing well, it&#8217;s one of the best feelings in the world <em>&#8220;Yeah! I did this all myself sucka!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>But when things go wrong sometimes, there&#8217;s nobody to lean on but yourself. There&#8217;s nobody to blame, nobody to pick up your mistakes or to offer different perspectives. It&#8217;s a big wake up call. I don&#8217;t think there&#8217;s any easy solution to resolve this.\u00a0 Maybe going out there to network with other business owners going through the same situation helps a little&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>On a positive note (see? railing back already), historically whenever I get into panic mode over the last few years, something always falls on my lap in the right time and place and I&#8217;m all good again.<\/p>\n<p>I just gotta trust the mojo!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been a slower month. It&#8217;s a little scary. Not because I haven&#8217;t had slow months before, but even after 4.5 years of business, I still panic when there&#8217;s a change in activity. I keep thinking, &#8220;Is this it? Is this the big &#8216;recession&#8217; everyone keeps talking about?&#8221; That kind of thinking can be bad [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8,56,57],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1913","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-business","category-personal","category-rants"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1913"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1913"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1913\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1914,"href":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1913\/revisions\/1914"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1913"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1913"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1913"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}