{"id":4802,"date":"2016-11-29T09:09:30","date_gmt":"2016-11-29T19:09:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/?p=4802"},"modified":"2016-11-29T09:09:30","modified_gmt":"2016-11-29T19:09:30","slug":"processing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/raphaellowe.com\/portal\/processing\/","title":{"rendered":"Processing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been hard to post anything lately. You know how mom &amp; dad always used to teach us, &#8220;if you have nothing good to say&#8230;.don&#8217;t say anything&#8221;? \u00a0No? \u00a0 Yeah my mom &amp; dad never said that shit but I&#8217;ve tried to follow that rule anyway.<\/p>\n<p>So flash forward to today&#8217;s world where we got endless wars in the Middle East, we got a giant ice cube melting quickly in the North, we got people voting emotionally against their own self-interest across multiple countries. It&#8217;s been hard to keep upbeat. It&#8217;s not exactly as bad as a feeling of depression&#8230;but it&#8217;s a feeling of unease that I haven&#8217;t felt especially around this time of year when there&#8217;s decorations going up and cooler weather I normally love.<\/p>\n<p>The Trump vote has been on my mind a lot. How is it not when every news venue over the past 16 months has been nothing but. The hope had been &#8220;oh I can&#8217;t stand it all but after November at least we can put it behind us&#8221;. \u00a0We all know how that&#8217;s turned out.<\/p>\n<p>I want to believe that it will be all fine. In my short life I&#8217;ve lived through many different\u00a0Presidents on both sides of the fence. Some I agreed with and some I didn&#8217;t. And you know what? At the end of the day looking back my life rolled on the same no matter who was in office. My little island life trucked on&#8230;I worked, earned money, payed taxes, found ways to enjoy what I had either way.<\/p>\n<p>But this one doesn&#8217;t feel the same way. I don&#8217;t know if it&#8217;s because I now have a vested interest in my kid\u00a0who will live in a future shaped by today&#8217;s decisions. I think many of the decisions that could come about with politics will generally be softer here in Hawaii as they have always been. My child won&#8217;t face the brunt of the racism that is felt elsewhere. I think my wife and I will generally be ok with our earning potential. Our nuclear family isn&#8217;t directly affected by other hot-button issues that are currently being tossed about as much as it pains me to see others being hurt.<\/p>\n<p>But what&#8217;s scary regardless of who made it into office (one more scarier than the other) is the environment. As amazing as it is to live in a world where I can see self-lacing shoes and instance face chatting with anyone in the world, it sucks a whole bunch to think that we&#8217;re the first generation to actually have to consider a world where something as natural as fresh water may become a limited resource. \u00a0How that singular issue, regardless of political leaning, isn&#8217;t the most talked about topic boggles my mind.<\/p>\n<p>Sigh.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll get over this funk I suppose. I&#8217;ll bombard myself with cheery Christmas music (even though it annoys the other scrooges in my office) and concentrate on tree decorating this weekend. Maybe that will lift the spirits?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been hard to post anything lately. You know how mom &amp; dad always used to teach us, &#8220;if you have nothing good to say&#8230;.don&#8217;t say anything&#8221;? \u00a0No? \u00a0 Yeah my mom &amp; dad never said that shit but I&#8217;ve tried to follow that rule anyway. 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